Bump In The Road

We all must go through it sometime
You were not the first, you know
You stick your head in the sunshine
Don't expect the worst, though

If a bird can sing with a broken wing
You'll learn to bend when the wind blows
The leaves may fall, but the trees stay tall
This is a bump in the road
Don't give up, you will make it
Don't give up, you will make it

We all must go through it sometime
You were not the first, you know
Love got more hooks than a fish line
Belive it hurts, oh-ooh

If a bird can sing with a broken wing
You'll learn to bend when the wind blows
The leaves may fall, but the trees stay tall
This is a bump in the road
Don't give up, you will make it
Don't give up, you will make it

Out of the dark
Into the light
Over the edge
Over your life

We all must go through it sometime
You were not the first
You stick your head in the sunshine
Don't expect the worst, oh-ooh

If a bird can sing with a broken wing
You'll learn to bend when the wind blows
The leaves may fall, but the trees stay tall
This is a bump in the road
Don't give up, you will make it
Don't give up, you will make it



Hurtful

I used to laugh it of
I used to look the other way
I used to save them troubles for another day
I kept my fingers crossed
I used to never take the blame
I'd pull a sunshine story in the pouring rain
The more I have to change I just stay the same
The same, the same, I stayed the same

You don't know what you got 'til you're missing it a lot
I had to go throw it away
I was wrong from the start from the bottom of my heart I apologize
What I did to you was hurtful
What I’m going through is hurtful

I used to bide my time
I used to be around the bush
I'd rather give my ego another push 
I used to be a fool
It was a foolish game I played 
And it's a fool's faith coming mistakes I made
Once I had it right it was all too late 
Too late, too late, too little too late

You don't know what you got 'til you're missing it a lot
I had to go throw it away
I was wrong from the start from the bottom of my heart I apologize
What I did to you was hurtful
What I’m going through is hurtful
What I’m going through is hurtful
It is hurtful, it's hurtful

Oh what I did to you
What I did to you

What I did to you was hurtful
What I'm going through is hurtful
Oh-ohh
I was wrong from the start from the bottom of my heart, I apologize
What I did to you was hurtful
What I'm going through is hurtful



Don't Bring Flowers After I'm Dead

I'm under pressure
Be-gi-gi-ginning to overdrive
I'm a loose canon mmh
I will not make it out alive

See I'm wrapped around your finger
I'm digging in the dirt
I'm so deep into this shit I can taste the earth
'Cause you're running me in circles
I'm running out of breath
But you ain't gonna stop 'til there's nothing left

Don't bring flowers after I'm dead
Don't bring flowers after I'm dead
Save your givings for the living instead
Don't bring flowers after I'm dead

You're a comicular
Each day I die in a million ways
I cut you out of my life
But I'm to weak by 14 days

I'm wrapped around your finger
I'm digging in the dirt
I'm so deep into this shit I can taste the earth
You're running me in circles
I'm running out of breath
But you ain't gonna stop 'til there's nothing left

Don't bring flowers after I'm dead
Don't bring flowers after I'm dead
Save your givings for the living instead
Don't bring flowers after I'm dead
After I'm dead

When I'm gone, who are you to mourne
No don't touch me when I'm lying in my coffin
Don't stand there crying as you're watching
Don't put no flowers by my final bed

Don't bring flowers after I'm dead
Don't bring flowers after I'm dead
Save your givings for the living instead
Don't bring flowers after I'm dead



Isn't It Obvious

I spend time to try to get to know you
As life passing by I show you my heart
I couldn't be more true

I spend trust despite of everything that i've lost
I put my trust in you isn't it obvious
That I do love you

If holding hands is too descret
Let's make out in the middle of the street
If this flowery just ain't enough for you
Help me God, tell me what to do
Couldn't be more true
Isn't it obvious that I love you

I get down on my knees to get you walk and run
And to please your need to be connected with me
In every way you can

If holding hands is too descret
Let's make out in the middle of the street
If this flowery just ain't enough for you
Help me God, tell me what to do
Couldn't be more true
Isn't it obvious that I love you
Isn't it obvious that I need you
Isn't it obvious that I love you
Isn't it obvious now

Couldn't be more true
Isn't it obvious that I love you
Isn't it obvious oh oh



The Thanks I Get

If the lies don't judge you, the truth will
But if I can't love you, then who will
When your friends are jumping ship
When your crown begins to slip
And loyaltie's not a virtue
Who are you gonna turn to
When you've seem to've lost your grip
And the road begins to rip

I held your hand, is this the thanks I get
I took you in, is this the thanks I get
Half a chance, the thanks I get
A twist of plans, is this the thanks I get

If the lies don't touch you, the truth will
If I can't love you, then who will
And your coming off your chill
When your ego takes a dip

I held your hand, is this the thanks I get
I took you in, is this the thanks I get
Half a chance, the thanks I get
A twist of plans, is this the thanks I get

The days hurts
The nights hurts
The light hurts
My eyes hurts
The darks hurts
My heart hurts
It all hurts

I loved you
I loved you
I made you
I hate you
I hate you
I miss you
Miss you
Oh-oh-ohh

The thanks I get
Is this the thanks I get



Wanna Be Loved

I followed in your foot steps to find where you belong
I shared your darkest secrets to know where you come from
The truth is in there somewhere, can't be that deep
How do I wash away your resistance
What do I have to say for you to listen

Of all the lonely people
I wanna be loved by you
Of all the lonely people
I wanna be loved by you
I wanna be loved by you
I wanna be loved by you

I follow in your foot steps to see the things you see
If you've got anything good left I want too set it free
The truth is in there somewhere, would I reach that deep
Trying to ease the storm that's around you
Trying to break your chains, trying to get through

Of all the lonely people
I wanna be loved by you
Of all the lonely people
I wanna be loved by you
I wanna be loved by you
I wanna be loved by you
Oh-oh-ohh by you

What else can I say
What more can I do
Are you listening
Am I getting through
Everbody hurts
You are not the first
But the only
I am only lonely just like you

Of all the lonely people
I wanna be loved by you
Of all the lonely people
I wanna be loved by you
I wanna be loved by you
I wanna be loved by you
Oh-oh-ohh by you
Wanna be loved by you
Wanna be loved by you
Wanna be loved by you
Oh-oh-ohh by you
Be loved by you
Oh-oh-ohh by you



Feels Like The First Time

Like a schoolboy sneaking out the window
And over to my girlfriend's house
For the first time be on the back-shift
Try to unbutton her blouse
That was then
You live and let be
But once again
It’s all coming back to me
With you
Years down the line
Feeling like the first time

Like the first time
It’s heart over mine
And it feels
Like the first time
It’s heart over mine
And it feels
Like the first time

And still you keep on giving me goosebumps
Everytime you touch my neck
And did you know girl
Just how bad my toes curl
When the end of our fingers connect
Real talk
A houndred and ten
When you smile
I’m reaching for oxygen
When your lips leaning to mine
I’m feeling like the first time

Like the first time
It’s heart over mine
And it feels
Like the first time
It’s heart over mine
And it feels
Like the first time

Like a schoolboy sneaking out the window
This is how you make me feel
How you make me feel

Like the first time
It’s heart over mine
And it feels
Like the first time
It’s heart over mine
And it feels
Like the first time
Like the first time
Like the first time
It’s heart over mine
And it feels
Like the first time



Love Me To Pieces

Any men would have been
More than happy more content
But I'm at war with myself
Wrap the mirror someone else

I clamed to sorrow like I'm claming to you
The only thing that I ever knew

Every beat of my heart is killing me slow
Love me to pieces oh-oh-oh-ohh
Deep in the dark I sleep with the ghost
Love me to pieces oh-oh-oh-ohh

I go down with this ship
If that is madness so be it
We're together never alone
When I touch you turns to stone

I clamed to sorrow like I'm claming to you
The only thing that I ever knew

Every beat of my heart is killing me slow
Love me to pieces oh-oh-oh-ohh
Deep in the dark I sleep with the ghost
Love me to pieces oh-oh-oh-ohh

Love me to pieces (oh-oh-oh-ohh)
Love me to pieces (oh-oh-oh-ohh)
Oh-oh-oh-ohh
Oh-oh-oh-ohh

Every beat of my heart is killing me slow
Love me to pieces oh-oh-oh-ohh
Deep in the dark I sleep with the ghost
Love me to pieces oh-oh-oh-ohh

Every beat of my heart
Killing me slow
Love me to pieces
Love me to pieces
Oh-oh-oh-ohh



Bitter End

I knew I had what I wanted
But still I wanted more
A drink or two got me started
And now I just can’t get over you
The grass's so green on the other side
At least it felt so at the time
All I got was a troubled mind
And now I just can’t get over you

So it comes a bitter end
Guess I blew it once again
Still I haven’t learned my lesson well
I can’t get over you
Could you spit me in the face
Could I starve a houndred days
Whatever it takes to break this spell
I can’t get over you

Could you please give me forgiveness
And wash my sins away
'Cause without love my life is pretty pointless
I just can’t get over you

So it comes a bitter end
Guess I blew it once again
Still I haven’t learned my lesson well
I can’t get over you
Could you spit me in the face
Could I starve a houndred days
Whatever it takes to break this spell
I can’t get over you

Whatever it takes to break this spell
Whatever it takes to break this spell
I’ve got to get out of this hell
I can’t get over you
Whatever it takes to break this spell
Whatever it takes to break this spell
I’ve got to get out of this hell
I can’t get over you

So it comes a bitter end
Guess I blew it once again
Still I haven’t learned my lesson well
I can’t get over you
Could you spit me in the face
Could I starve a houndred days
Whatever it takes to break this spell
I can’t get over you



All That I Wanted Was You

Amilia, tell them how sorry I am
Amilia, this wasn't part of the plan
This is the part that nobody mentions
I hope that you know all my intentions were true
All that I wanted was you

Go on, I will be fine
Go on, take all the time you need
This ain't your fall, why don't you listen
We're different that's all
That's only so much I can do
All that I wanted was you

Oh-oh-oh-oh-ohh
All that I wanted was you
Oh-oh-oh-oh-ohh
All that I wanted was you
Only you

Amilia, won't you remember the good
Amilia, we gave it all that we could
This is the part that nobody mentions
I hope that you know all my intentions were true
All that I wanted was you

Oh-oh-oh-oh-ohh
All that I wanted was you
Oh-oh-oh-oh-ohh
All that I wanted was you
Only you, Amilia


Back To Bed

Isn't there a fun way
To play this morning on my own
Without the sad parts
Isn't there a fun way
To let a day begin alone
Right out of nothing

To start over regardless and stronger
Make this day what you want it to be
That's not me

I go back, back to bed with a sinking head
I return to the start to fill this empty heart
To be back another day, just to try a different way
Right now I'm back to bed whatever you say

Isn't there a fun way
Like a "money money" with a twist
In different colours
Isn't there a fun way
To wake up and just get out of bed
And still be dreaming

And you smile to the face in the mirror
Make this man who you want it to be
But that's not me, and all that's not me

I go back, back to bed with a sinking head
I return to the start to fill this empty heart
To be back another day, just to try a different way
Right now I'm back to bed whatever you say

Whatever you say
Whatever you say
Oh whatever you
Whatever you say
Whatever you say

Isn't there a fun way
To play this morning on my own
Without the sad parts








Erik Hassle, kan man bli kär i musik? för jag tror precis jag har blivit det...

Jag är hellre en anka i en liten pöl, än en anka i ett stort hav

En nyinköpt tröja från Åhlens. Jättemysig.
Fråga mig inte varför jag har börjat med gråa stickade tröjor.
Men dom är fina, sköna och mysiga. :).
Har även strumpbyxorna (som jag hade i går). Nu ser man mönstret också. :)





Jättedålig bild, jag vet!
Men mitt fina FAITH-halsband är på även i dag..som alla andra dagar.






Köpte nytt smink på MUS i dag också, så va tvungen att dra på lite.
Här är resultatet.
Även rosetten är på plats i håret även i dag. :P

Min jättefina, jättesköna kofta från Gina. Jag har typ flyttat in i den.
Har även jättefina strumpbyxor på bilden, men mönstret syns inte.






Och en rosett på plats i håret. :)
Den är så lite "Malin" det kan bli, men jag tyckte den var söt, så det fick bli en sån iaf.

Jag tror jag kommer trivad hemma hos MIG sen när jag har flyttat en vacker dag. Det kommer vara litet, mysigt och med måsga söta och fina saker. Det kommer bli ett "gulligt" hem tror jag. Och nu har jag massor med bestick, tallrikar och glas...så jag hoppas någon kommer och hälsar på mig, annars blir det väldigt ensammt. :(.
Jag har funderat lite på vad det är jag behöver mer för att få hemmet att gå runt. Har kommit fram till att det i stort sätt är:
dammsugare
dator
elvisp
soffa + bord
köksbord + stolar
tv
matta
knivar
skärbräda
några formar/uppläggningsfat
kastruller
stekpanna
durkslag

Det är nog typ allt. Kan inte komma på något mer som jag behöver. Visst, jag vet att det är lite saker och så. Men jag har ju ändå pengar så jag skulle kunna köpa dom sakerna.. Men men det finns ju roligare saker att lägga pengar på nu också...eftersom jag ändå inte har får tillräckligt bra betalt för att ha råd att bo själv...:(.
Men sånt är livet. Om ni hör något om något bra jobb så får ni JÄTTEGÄRNA höra av er!
XOXO Malin

Jag var en sväng på IKEA med Jon i dag. Jag hittade lite smått och gott, förutom detta så köpta jag även isformar(hjärtan), men hittade ingen bild på dom. Men men, här är dom grejerna jag hittade i dag. Vissa grejer var man ju tvungen att köpa flera av, som typ bestickena köpte jag två förpackningar, även glasen, skålarna(en förpackning med röda/vita och en med turkos/vita) och ljusen.





Här är sakerna jag köpte förra rundan på IKEA, för några veckor sen.
Även här blev det flera av några, typ som servisen köpte jag en vit och en svart, och sängkläderna blev också två förpackningar eftersom jag har dubbelsäng, och glasen blev det självklart 12 av.

Mhm, vad händer i dag då? Jag ska nog bar ata det lugnt nu på förmiddagen, försöka fixa något att käka. Sen ska jag som sagt till jobbet till halv fyra. Sen i kväll efter jobbet ska jag kanske träffa Tilda. Vi får se hur det blir.
Jag ska försöka hitta några kläder att ha på mig i dag också...orkar inte riktigt göra i ordnig mig i dag känner jag, men inte så mysigt att sitta på jobbet och se ut som jag gör nu, kommer skrämma bort kunderna i så fall.


Just nu sitter jag och kollar på 4an, någon kille från Irak som är homosexuell. Så jävla hemskt. Typ halva hans familj hatar honom för att han är homosexuell och om svenska myndigheten inte hade funnits så skulle hans pappa kunna mörda honom. I mina öron låter detta helt sjukt! Stackars kille! Ska man inte få tycka om vem man vill utan att bli mördad eller? Hans pappa tycker att han skämmer ut familjen och skulle ha gift bort killen i Irak med en kusin. Asså jag blir så arg! Låt han vara!

Ne nu ska jag leta kläder.
XOXO Malin

The Things We Owe

The scars reveal the hidden place deep down in you
Like a shadow from the past and nothing is true
A reflection from a dejected face, It comes to
Memories will last, I am crying for you

I’ll give my own time
I’ll give my whole life
I’ll give my only light
Just to heal you
The things that we owe

Haven appears with deceitful light and angst follow soon
She’s not welcome here no more, you have to walk on through
Bad dreams haunting the frozen nights, all I can do
Longing for a home

As You Die

Be strong, good son, another day will rise, as you die

The formation of gangs is a sure sign of spring
A new season approaches, please sign up for the king
Leave home and bleed some, prepare for the longest of long runs
Always hate

Be strong, hold on, another day will rise
Be strong, love’s gone, heart’s cold as ice

Prove yourself to the father, he will praise you and mind
Alarming future is traced, the contract is already signed

So wrong, love’s gone, your heart is cold as ice

Will innocent blood run free?
Maybe in another time

Never Alone Always Alone

Hold on tight, be the strong one to melt the fight, make it alright
Hatred grows, leaving leads for us, yes it shows, can’t find harmony
You won’t heal, It’s for real

Surely fall, never take friendship personal, go your own way and prove them wrong
It’s in your hands now, hanging on to the hopeful words, plant a seed with a need

I am never alone, I’m failing now to turn
I will never miss home, I want to get back again
My colors will burn, always alone

Fearful eyes watching all around, all this time with no heart and you never cry
Where’s the power in that? It’s not right, sending signals of shame
I once knew, so did you

Breathing lies and your tears streaming timely now, so

Walk On By

Tell the rabble you won’t give in, tell them safe, we all have sins
Tell them, fall back, the weak one’s in the ring

And even though I’m scared but true
I will not give the pleasure to you
I will break you by ignoring all the hate

Bullies are lonely, you’re falling down

Walking on by, leave them all behind
Tell it to them straight, you have to give up the hate
Walking on by, no one has to hide
Depending on the faith, you know it’s never too late

No more lost for the words, nothing you say will hurt
It is time to see them, I’m stronger than you ever were

Darker days are over, give up the hate
Angers getting you nowhere

Det är sjukt vad tiden går fort, men i vissa fall är det väll bra antar jag!
Kem hem ifrån jobbet för en liten stund sen. Har haft fullt upp hela dagen. Nu ska jag bara slappa ett tag, sen i kväll ska jag och Tessa ner till stan och sätta oss och ta en te eller något, vi tänkte ta ett glas vin först, men det va ingen som riktigt kännde för det. Men te och sen hyra film kanske, vi får se....men som sagt det får bli senare i kväll.

I går var jag ledig. På kvällen var jag med Jon, först va vi på bio och såg Inglourious Basterds, det va riktigt bra faktiskt, ingen typisk "Malin-film", lite för mycket pangpang, annars var det som sagt riktigt bra! Se den! Den va ganska rolig i mellanåt.
Efter bio gick vi till Steve's så jag kunde äta.
Sen satte vi oss och väntade på bussen och åkte hem. Riktigt trevlig kväll måste jag säga! Tack Jon! :). Det behövdes!. Det får göras om snart...



Sminkningen från i lördags. (Barbie-festen).

XOXO Malin